Life minds well be an April Fools Day Joke
Unbelieveable. I went to the meeting for work this morning. It went not so well, to the point where i'm reconsidering working there. It's totally unreasonalbe.
Life still sucks. Somehow, $$ is missing from my bank account, and i'm not getting a paycheck for another month. Therefore, i'm fucked. I have to get a perscription tomorrow, that I can't even pay for.
I'm still super duper depressed. I signed up for counciling today, lets see if I actually go.
I've been thinking of doing things that I know i'll regret later in life, however, I live in the now. That's the only thing that matters. I know these things won't be good for me, in fact, it would be downright bad, however, with many things i'm desparate, and I feel as if it may be my only way.
Off to lay in bed, where i've spent a lot of time lately, mostly because I can't get out of it. When i'm in bed laying down, there is no drama, there is no instances of me being put aside, there is no need for money. I just might stay there for quite awhile.
Life still sucks. Somehow, $$ is missing from my bank account, and i'm not getting a paycheck for another month. Therefore, i'm fucked. I have to get a perscription tomorrow, that I can't even pay for.
I'm still super duper depressed. I signed up for counciling today, lets see if I actually go.
I've been thinking of doing things that I know i'll regret later in life, however, I live in the now. That's the only thing that matters. I know these things won't be good for me, in fact, it would be downright bad, however, with many things i'm desparate, and I feel as if it may be my only way.
Off to lay in bed, where i've spent a lot of time lately, mostly because I can't get out of it. When i'm in bed laying down, there is no drama, there is no instances of me being put aside, there is no need for money. I just might stay there for quite awhile.