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So I leave tomorrow, Im not ready. I mean it is gonna be great, but, Im gonna miss my family alot. I have that same feeling I had at the end of the year, this feeling of unending sadness. I went and kissed Katelyn goodnight, and she started crying and I just about lost it, the thought that Im not gonna be here to watch her and Christian grow up is killing me right now. When I have to leave tomorrow night I have a feeling that it isn't going to be a pretty sight. But the thought of college is exciting enough to stem some of the sadness, all in all I think I am going to be alright. But htese next few days are gonna be rough.