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I am not sure what to think of boys anymore ....I talked this guy Joe who lives in Fallon and he seemed really interested in me and the next day gone.... then talked to Cory again interested and again the next day gone... a friend i made here Chris ... hung out once and then gone... I hate meeting people because of the pressure of it all and when i finally try to go out there and make friends it blows up in my face ....
I am suppose to go this weekend and hang out with Nick on friday and Rockie on saturday but i am just not sure ... i rather stay in my room and study, read, or go out for a run... i don't know ...
well today i got to run conduit and bend it ... work actually in my rate because i was the only one on the job site who could do the work.. it was cool ... well that's all tonight ... i don't feel like chatting much
oh yeah and this walker i work with is getting noisy and trying to figure me out ... i think she suspects i'm gay but still searching ... not sure if it's because she is interested in me or just noisy... well hopefully it turns out cool
oh and we just got these two new guys Carling and Woods both from EO "A" school ... They both seem gay ... up front Carling keeps staring at me and his number 1 friend on myspace is gay and on his profile he commented to him saying "what's up sexy" ... and Carling is really cute i could date him ...however he is only 19 then again when has that stopped me ....lol....and then there is Woods who dresses gay and is also cute and has a look like a gay club kid ... in all honesty they could be dating each other.. shit they even are roommates ... shit it would just be awesome for once to not be the only gay guy at my div, dept, command...