Apr 19, 2004 15:59
Life is strange at this period in my life. I have a group of friends that I could see everyday and enjoy every minute of it. But they just happen to all be str8 and dating each other. I don't mind it at all and I am kind of glad no one has a desire to get into my pants. They all know I am gay and are okay with chatting about it. They respect me enough to call me by my chosen name and love me enough to allow me to be me. I am not dating anyone and that's okay with me because after the george event i am pretty much over guys that have girls as bestfriends and i think every fag has a girl for a bestfriend. lol.... Beth has been asking me to take her to a gay club but I am unwilling to go to them. I just can't deal with shit anyone ....i am on a short fuse with gay people and willing to hit the first f*cker that talks shit about me. But I did get a chance to head up to Ann Arbor which was probably the best thing i did for myself in a long time because it made me realize how much I miss my good buddy bobby (Nick) and hope to spend more time with him before he leaves to where ever. I just recently talked to a friend on the internet who just moved to Los Vegas and ask if he had room for another. He is going to get back to me on that so probably after my birthday I will head down there. I am still not sure but i hate being here in toledo ...but i will try to make it work for as long as i can with stand. well i am out not sure whatelse i want to chat about so i will just hit it....cheers
ToPher