Long time no see

Feb 13, 2007 17:53

Well, somehow fate has brought me back to livejournal. I believe I am slowly losing my passion for theatre and begining to fall in love with the idea of being a lawyer. I miss people. Certain people (you all know who you are although a few don't). Got a new roommate and it's great. Now my room doesn't smell like a person's been sitting in the same spot watching anime and playing World of Warcraft all day. I've been writing alot... alot. My screenplay revisions are going well and the other one seems like it's going to be amazing if I do it just right, atleast one thing is looking up. My classes are pretty cool. Fencing is badass, I've gotten pretty good. Criminal Law is the best, though. I take to it pretty easy since it's just a bunch of reading and I've broken most of the laws anyway. I stole a book from the bookstore not long ago. I've still got my touch. I feel myself slowly spiraling into depression and perhaps insanity. Things just seem so very hopeless. Everything and everyone seems so far away. Alot of this is in my writing and it's clearly evident. I mean the things I'm writing about are pretty dark and I feel my grip on reality loosening. What the hell? I'm seeing a therapist, it's working a little, but the dark places in my mind are slowly growing. Maybe this is just because I'm in my head too much. Maybe it'll all kill over.

He ain't gonna email you!
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