my head is spinning.
This weekend's mantra: OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND! (Taken from a Kelly Clarkson song.)
Roughly translated: if you are not *physically* in my presence, I will forget you even exist! Haha. I will be like an exponential pdf. I will be memoryless. :)
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Left my phone in the dorm so I wouldn't have to keep checking it every five minutes in order to see the text messages that aren't there. I just SUCK at delaying gratification. Never learned it. Never thought I had to.
Never thought I'd be here at this juncture again, and so soon. And nothing is wrong, in fact everything is going amazing, it's just me who is ruining everything like the shitface that I am. Like I'm Midas but instead of gold all I get is more shit on my hands.
The head-spinning is on account of the SMB Strong Ice I bought at 7-11 an hour ago and downed immediately in order to get my P1.50 deposit back. Will prolly drink more later in order to kill more hours (and brain cells, which I have oodles and oodles of anyway). It's not even 10PM yet.
Too tired to repost this in Multiply, which I haven't opened in, like, a week or so. FB is the new deal anyway. But LJ is still my home. :)
It sucks that I still have ~36 hours to kill.
Roughly translated: if you are not *physically* in my presence, I will forget you even exist! Haha. I will be like an exponential pdf. I will be memoryless. :)
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Left my phone in the dorm so I wouldn't have to keep checking it every five minutes in order to see the text messages that aren't there. I just SUCK at delaying gratification. Never learned it. Never thought I had to.
Never thought I'd be here at this juncture again, and so soon. And nothing is wrong, in fact everything is going amazing, it's just me who is ruining everything like the shitface that I am. Like I'm Midas but instead of gold all I get is more shit on my hands.
The head-spinning is on account of the SMB Strong Ice I bought at 7-11 an hour ago and downed immediately in order to get my P1.50 deposit back. Will prolly drink more later in order to kill more hours (and brain cells, which I have oodles and oodles of anyway). It's not even 10PM yet.
Too tired to repost this in Multiply, which I haven't opened in, like, a week or so. FB is the new deal anyway. But LJ is still my home. :)
It sucks that I still have ~36 hours to kill.