atonement
I did some very stupid things last Saturday night. I got so very drunk that I actually can't remember anything anymore. But what my flat-mate told me, was embarrassing enough. Ugh. I feel stupid, embarrassed, angry, shocked and just generally icky. And I am afraid of setting things right and straight, I feel I can't face a certain person. Because of how ashamed I am. I am such a coward. :(
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University starts next week, hurray.
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I bought "Razor" (BSG) and am very happy with it.
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I'll flee to another city in a few days, that's how cowardly I am. Really, I have to say I can't find my spine anywhere near my body. All I want is that things dissolve and I'll never ever have to think about it again. Ever.
I have to atone, but let me do it silently please.
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University starts next week, hurray.
***
I bought "Razor" (BSG) and am very happy with it.
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I'll flee to another city in a few days, that's how cowardly I am. Really, I have to say I can't find my spine anywhere near my body. All I want is that things dissolve and I'll never ever have to think about it again. Ever.
I have to atone, but let me do it silently please.