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well..earlier i found stuff mom printed off the internet..there was info about houses for rent or to buy...3 in new york and 4 in california....
i think that she's planning on moving again.....needless to say..this fuckin sucks..i think..in one sense i want to tell her to fuck off and that im staying here..but then i think that there isnt really much point in my staying here either....the bands i have dont really need me that much..and the tiny amount of people i can say that are my friends just seem to get farther and farther away from me...errr..
i could probably stay at my uncle's or somethin untill i could stabily support myself to where i could get a new house or apartment or something...but i just dont really know what to do right now.
-sigh-
i considered the military but..i dont really know if im ready to commit to something like that yet. i figure itd be easier to have a less stressed out life at home before i did something like that...
this is the second time mom has wanted to move..last time i argued her out of it after a day or two...i think she just wants to now cuz Sam and i arent together so she thinks i'll just say "yeah mom great idea!"
i dunno..i need to find somebody to talk to...
i think that she's planning on moving again.....needless to say..this fuckin sucks..i think..in one sense i want to tell her to fuck off and that im staying here..but then i think that there isnt really much point in my staying here either....the bands i have dont really need me that much..and the tiny amount of people i can say that are my friends just seem to get farther and farther away from me...errr..
i could probably stay at my uncle's or somethin untill i could stabily support myself to where i could get a new house or apartment or something...but i just dont really know what to do right now.
-sigh-
i considered the military but..i dont really know if im ready to commit to something like that yet. i figure itd be easier to have a less stressed out life at home before i did something like that...
this is the second time mom has wanted to move..last time i argued her out of it after a day or two...i think she just wants to now cuz Sam and i arent together so she thinks i'll just say "yeah mom great idea!"
i dunno..i need to find somebody to talk to...