Jan 18, 2003 19:57
i dont understand what the point of me being here even is...i wonder..would anyone shed a tear, turn down their head...or even notice if i was gone?
its so hard to really tell anymore..i think the only one who really wants anything from me is myself..but do i?
ive taken leaving this place into consideration..not the cowards way out, not at all, but..literally leaving this place..possibly never even returning. The way things are now it seems to me like id be doing everybody a favor..i just can never tell anymore..i guess only time will give me the true answer to my actions.
-and my soft lament falls upon the ears of....no one-