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does anyone else get really disappointed when they dont get to do something they wanted? whenever i feel this way, i feel like im being silly and childish but its just that i get my hopes up so high and then when it doesnt happen everything comes crashing down and its very sad.
so will called on friday and i went over to his house but who knows if he will ever call again.
work is good because i dont work all the time so i actually have time to sleep and what not.
school sucks and i will probably get bad grades again because i have to motivation to study or go to class. and im taking the PCAT on saturday and im not prepared for it and i dont have the motivation to prepare myself. sometimes i think im trying to do bad on purpose so i dont have to go to school for 5 more years. i dont know...its just that if i dont do pharmacy i dont know what i want to do...if there was something else i had in mind it would be so much easier just to quit and move on with my life. but instead im stuck with bad grades, hard classes, and pretty soon a bad PCAT score which wont get me into any pharmacy school in the nation.
so will called on friday and i went over to his house but who knows if he will ever call again.
work is good because i dont work all the time so i actually have time to sleep and what not.
school sucks and i will probably get bad grades again because i have to motivation to study or go to class. and im taking the PCAT on saturday and im not prepared for it and i dont have the motivation to prepare myself. sometimes i think im trying to do bad on purpose so i dont have to go to school for 5 more years. i dont know...its just that if i dont do pharmacy i dont know what i want to do...if there was something else i had in mind it would be so much easier just to quit and move on with my life. but instead im stuck with bad grades, hard classes, and pretty soon a bad PCAT score which wont get me into any pharmacy school in the nation.