Just life
You know it funny. So much of me wants to share what it is that is in me. What it is that makes me who i am today. Why i still make the same mistakes i have been for year and why i can't seem to shake my past. I know that God has so much planned for me...plans for healing...but it is hard to be patient. Why am i so plauged by the things of the past? Why does God allow them affect me still now, even after i have so many years. It is not that i am mad or god or anything...i just want to know. It is just hard when you know that you are hard hearted in so many place because of the things in the past that were out of your control .