Jul 20, 2005 00:00
So... Buddhism is interesting but since the class is from 7-10 I get so sleepy. I just want to go home and go to bed. I don't like night classes.
I don't like it when people call other people ugly. It's just really mean. I know I'm not known for being a nice person or anything but really, I think it's mean. It's like an easy way to insult someone without using any intelligence. I rarely even run into people that I truly think are ugly. I'm talking about ugly appearance-wise. There is a huge difference between an ugly-looking person and an ugly person. I know a lot of people that are attractive but I believe are just plain ugly.That's my definition of ugly. Someone I just don't think is a good person. But that's not what I'm talking about here. You know those girls (guys don't do this unless they're gay and that's the truth) that are just like "she's ugly" or "he's ugly" or "they're all ugly". They just HAVE to point out the fact that someone is not attractive. Why do they have to go there? You know what else I noticed... It's the people that do this that regard themselves to be pretty. Now I'm thinking about a girl I went to HS with. All I heard out of her mouth was how hot people are or how "ugly" someone is. You would know by meeting her that she is really into aesthetics. I think maybe the reason people do this is because they just want to feel better about themselves. Or the people that I'm thinking about anyway. Well, the point is I don't like it because I think it's lame and a cheap way to insult someone. For example, if you're in a verbal argument with someone... it could be about how you think they're rude or something. But if someone throws out, "Well I think you're ugly" it's basically saying "I'm prettier than you" which really means nothing in an argument! But you know what... people do this! The reason it's so annoying is because it's very hurtful and very easy to do! I don't know if I'm making sense but I know what I mean in my head. Nevermind...
I have to go to work tomorrow morning and I haven't gotten a lot of sleep as I would like so I'm going to bed... but I have more things to rant about...
I hate it when people make their problems out to be the end of the freaking world. This may be because I am what some call "insensitive" but you know what, so what? I complain about a lot of stupid things and I know it, but I never ever forget the fact that I am really fortunate. Yes, they're are some things about everyones life that do suck and could be better but I don't get why they let it hinder how they live. ALL of my friends have fabulous lives. We all have great parents (this could be argued) and everything we need. But it's the "little" things (i.e. boy issues, weight issues, friend issues, etc...) that seem to get the best of them. I'm not talking about anyone in particular but I just feel like a lot of people seem to forget there are REAL people out there that have SERIOUS problems. Serious meaning diseases, poverty, hunger... blah blah you know what I mean. I just wish that when someone thinks their life seriously sucks that they would think of how much worse it could be. BECAUSE IT COULD BE SO SO SO MUCH WORSE and then maybe they'll appreciate what they have.
Okay, I'm really tired.