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This weekend is my first indoor track meet. Ever.
I don't know how I will do.
Oh- well. Our coach already said that we wouldn't do that well.
haha.
Michelle is sick as a dog.
She has a upper respiratory infection.
Boo.
I think I am beginning to realize that I can be happy again.
It is just all up to me.
And I know I can't do it alone.
(This is all a long story)but...
I don't think I can forgive. I don't think I'm ready to forgive.
I don't know when I will either.
And I know for a fact I'm not going back there for sometime.
I just can't, there is too much pain and sadness there.
This has just been a long and rough journey so far.... I want it to end...
I don't know how I will do.
Oh- well. Our coach already said that we wouldn't do that well.
haha.
Michelle is sick as a dog.
She has a upper respiratory infection.
Boo.
I think I am beginning to realize that I can be happy again.
It is just all up to me.
And I know I can't do it alone.
(This is all a long story)but...
I don't think I can forgive. I don't think I'm ready to forgive.
I don't know when I will either.
And I know for a fact I'm not going back there for sometime.
I just can't, there is too much pain and sadness there.
This has just been a long and rough journey so far.... I want it to end...