shit.
So I signed up for my classes last wedneday....I got into all of the classes I ned but I have a class on fridays so i'm a little bummed about that b/c i usually work at the preschool that day but i'll get over it. I'm taking
* Teaching Developmental Reading- Section 1
* Teaching Language Arts
* Teaching Social Studies
* Teaching Science
* Geography: Disaster Management
It's a full load but I'll be ok. I'm looking forward to it b/c I'll be teaching in classrooms, which I love!
I've been having so many problems with my mother. We got into a huge fight friday night and I seriously can't look at her. She said such hurtful things to me. She loves to dwell on things, especially bad things. It's like she loves to pick out the bad in me. It's as though she wants to piss me off in spit of whatever I say. I want her to not always be on my case but she's so defensive and loves to start shit with me and my dad. I tell her these things too but she doesn't wanna hear it. I can't take being home sometimes... I seriously couldnt take it tonight either! She made me break down and cry so hard that i was shaking. I hate how she treats me sometimes, she calls me names and insults me about my lifestyle. I know she has a tough time in her life but she needs to realize that she's not the only one with problems. She wants happiness and yet she pushes me away when she seems something flawed in me...
* Teaching Developmental Reading- Section 1
* Teaching Language Arts
* Teaching Social Studies
* Teaching Science
* Geography: Disaster Management
It's a full load but I'll be ok. I'm looking forward to it b/c I'll be teaching in classrooms, which I love!
I've been having so many problems with my mother. We got into a huge fight friday night and I seriously can't look at her. She said such hurtful things to me. She loves to dwell on things, especially bad things. It's like she loves to pick out the bad in me. It's as though she wants to piss me off in spit of whatever I say. I want her to not always be on my case but she's so defensive and loves to start shit with me and my dad. I tell her these things too but she doesn't wanna hear it. I can't take being home sometimes... I seriously couldnt take it tonight either! She made me break down and cry so hard that i was shaking. I hate how she treats me sometimes, she calls me names and insults me about my lifestyle. I know she has a tough time in her life but she needs to realize that she's not the only one with problems. She wants happiness and yet she pushes me away when she seems something flawed in me...