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hoorray for 11 hour shifts on new years eve- hoorray for kissing a boy on the lips for the first time since 6th grade- and having to kiss a boy instead of a girl on new years- but he was okay- i like him- he has a huge crush on me- maybe i will go totally straight for new years and date all of the guys at work who like me---- i could get some sex- lots of sex- hahaha, considering it has been 13 months since i have had any. hahaha- that is fucked up. oh well, here is to a fucked up new year- complete with standing up for myself and a bit of heterosexuality... hahaha! that just sounds funny even.