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I'm listening to Al Green at work. Not Let's Stay Together" either. Bunk that song, and its relationship-y we can work through anything conotations. I'm in all over the place mood, I want summer (not more snow) to be here, I want lazy afternoons on the porch with my roommates, I want a fullfilling job, one that I'm excited to wake up to every day.
Once again I'm amazed at the interconnectedness that every one in NE Ohio seems to have. I can't meet someone (who has half a personality) that doesn't know eight of my other friends in some way shape or form. I used to think colleges and cities were big, now the same group of 300 people are nothing more than a giant kittywampus and they are also the microcosm I exist in.
I think May will be the month I branch out more. I've made baby steps into doing so, I attempted to date out of my immeadiate circle (with absolutely disasterous results, but would you expect any less from me?), I started hanging out with more than just the same ten people, and I'm making a lot more attempts to get at the good friends that are farther away.
I'm hoping that at some point I'll be able to sit and look around and be pleased. Now I just see areas that need constant improvement and it overwhelems me to the point that I want to ignore it.
I need valium. That or a really great hug from a boy, and a great pasta dinner with a big glass of milk.
Valium might last longer though.
Once again I'm amazed at the interconnectedness that every one in NE Ohio seems to have. I can't meet someone (who has half a personality) that doesn't know eight of my other friends in some way shape or form. I used to think colleges and cities were big, now the same group of 300 people are nothing more than a giant kittywampus and they are also the microcosm I exist in.
I think May will be the month I branch out more. I've made baby steps into doing so, I attempted to date out of my immeadiate circle (with absolutely disasterous results, but would you expect any less from me?), I started hanging out with more than just the same ten people, and I'm making a lot more attempts to get at the good friends that are farther away.
I'm hoping that at some point I'll be able to sit and look around and be pleased. Now I just see areas that need constant improvement and it overwhelems me to the point that I want to ignore it.
I need valium. That or a really great hug from a boy, and a great pasta dinner with a big glass of milk.
Valium might last longer though.