in a nutshell
sunday morning
i came to work an hour early
sat at those comfy chairs near eggspectation and;
thought.
thought about life...
my life
family school work and friends
how can i do better
how can i work harder
i thought about my sacrifices, struggles and heartache
i need to succeed cause failure isnt for me
...and thats the truth
family
im on the edge right now
my once lovely family have mutated into gruesome creatures
i cant bare to consider right now what happened.
we use to love we use to laugh we use to enjoy each other
but now, its different
im so mad with you family.
you lied to me
my relationship with you and you with him her cousin and aunt has failed
we have failed.
and i hate to admit it... i hope its not too late for us
c'mon. i still want this.
i miss my family...
school
right now youre the only thing thats going
that i look forward to and motivate me
school, ive been so bad to you and im sorry
i regret everything ive said and done and i know we'll do fine
school, you are the key to my future and i want to take you with me
so dont go away
and dont loose me now.
work
motherfucking work, youre killing me
you really are killing me
but without you i wouldnt have been so strong and independent.
i found you
work. thank you
friends
oh my oh my my my
sometimes its good to keep you seperate from all this
friends you squeeze my heart everyday
why do you bring so much drama?
im sure you dont want this but we need each other
so do what you gots to do
ill keep dodging those hardballs mate
with all that theres one more thing bothering me
something that i just cant put my finger on...
yes i know. you
oh you sly dog you.
i dont know how you manage to find me
but i didnt pick you
i didnt want you either.
fucking stubborn asshole.
so tell me, what do you want?
cause really, right now
all i want...
is you
i came to work an hour early
sat at those comfy chairs near eggspectation and;
thought.
thought about life...
my life
family school work and friends
how can i do better
how can i work harder
i thought about my sacrifices, struggles and heartache
i need to succeed cause failure isnt for me
...and thats the truth
family
im on the edge right now
my once lovely family have mutated into gruesome creatures
i cant bare to consider right now what happened.
we use to love we use to laugh we use to enjoy each other
but now, its different
im so mad with you family.
you lied to me
my relationship with you and you with him her cousin and aunt has failed
we have failed.
and i hate to admit it... i hope its not too late for us
c'mon. i still want this.
i miss my family...
school
right now youre the only thing thats going
that i look forward to and motivate me
school, ive been so bad to you and im sorry
i regret everything ive said and done and i know we'll do fine
school, you are the key to my future and i want to take you with me
so dont go away
and dont loose me now.
work
motherfucking work, youre killing me
you really are killing me
but without you i wouldnt have been so strong and independent.
i found you
work. thank you
friends
oh my oh my my my
sometimes its good to keep you seperate from all this
friends you squeeze my heart everyday
why do you bring so much drama?
im sure you dont want this but we need each other
so do what you gots to do
ill keep dodging those hardballs mate
with all that theres one more thing bothering me
something that i just cant put my finger on...
yes i know. you
oh you sly dog you.
i dont know how you manage to find me
but i didnt pick you
i didnt want you either.
fucking stubborn asshole.
so tell me, what do you want?
cause really, right now
all i want...
is you