Tired Juggler

Aug 28, 2005 01:09

WowEEE where have I been these days? I almost don't know, especially since this summer has zoomed by so well that I can't keep up with anything. Let's see, there's been a lot of working, sleeping, hiking, movie watching, driving, dancing and Leigh-stabbing all wrapped up into the Summer '05 ball with NO BOY ACTION INCLUDED! It is true that I, Christina Ray Johnson, have avoided any "canoodling" and am damn proud of it. Now if only I can resist the temptation of Coca-Cola I would be fantastic, but I like to go one step at a time. Basically I'm at a point where I would like to settle down, BUT I DON'T MEAN MARRIAGE OR ANY OF THAT NONSENSE! I'm just not going to be afraid to open myself up to any prospects, meaning that instead of running away with arms flailing when things seem to become serious with a person, I will instead give him a chance. I'm now realizing that I've let some good ones slip by and that's lame. I don't want to juggle anymore. I want to be able to hang onto one person and invest into an actual relationship. Of course I'm in no rush to actually GET into a relationship, I'm just not going to carry around the idea that everyone I get involved with will soon be long gone. Am I making sense? I'm thinking no and so I'll move on.

I'm almost home for good. After just a couple more days of working in Denali I will be done and ready to do the school thing. Ooh, and the fun news is I will be spending the fall '06 semester is Athens, Greece. Heck yeah!

My left heel is bleeding. I'm not sure why, but as I was propping my feet up on the desk I noticed the trickle. I'll go stop it now.
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