Change...
Wow i'm tired, and i've yawned so much today my jaw hurts. ick. Well today was...today was another day in the life of Christina. I got up and actually got dressed today, like clothes, no grunging for me today and i felt human, clothes make the person, that sounds incredible shallow but they do. Cuz i seem to sparkle more in my normal attire than when i'm dressing down...Anyways saw Walter today, twice, once when i met up w/ him at the p.x. and then walked w/ him to the shuttle bus, and then i went to the school at like 4:00 and sat in his mama's room w/ him and we ate cake and talked. It was very pleasant. I'm not ready to let go of all that, change, now there's a word for ya. And i'm not ready to quite do that, there certin people i liked running into on daily basis, and writting letters to in class, etc. And i'm freaking out about my "new phase in my life" i'm almost 18 but i swear the harder i look at myself in the mirror the younger i look, and i wonder will people like me like they do here? Will i have friends? Will i fit in yada yada yada...Change...hmm i wanna go listen to some Deftones now, particuarly Change (In the House of Flies) kick ass song!