Indecisiveness blows.
I wish I knew what I wanted to do for the rest of my life.
Well... I know what I want to do, but I can't do it.
I have a few options.
1.) Wedding Photography. First problem is that I can't get anyone to let me photograph their wedding. I had one lined up & then they conveniently moved me to a bridesmaid. I would so much rather have been their photographer. I need the experience desperately. I know for a fact that I can do a freaking amazing job at it; however, I can't get a gig! I don't have any money for equipment either. I could rent equipment, but I would so much rather have my own & therefore be able to charge my customers less. I look at websites of other photographers and I see their prices and their work and I know for a fact I'm comparable to them and could charge the same amount! I just can't get my foot in the door. No one will let me shadow them or anything. This just absolutely sucks.
2.) Opening my own bakery. I would also love to bake wedding cakes and make chocolates; however, I'd have to go to school to get better at it & who wants to buy a cake from someone who's never made one before? It's a really intriguing idea, but I'm sure it will never go.
3.) Bare Escentuals. Okay, so not for the rest of my life -- but for as long as it takes for me to get experience in the other things I actually want to do. I just have to actually get the job first.
4.) Chick-fil-A. Not happening.
Oh... and I want an iMac and an iPhone. Someone buy one for me. Immediately. kthx.
The iPhone Subject.
My plan is up in December for Verizon. I desperately want an iPhone. I've resisted the temptation for a while & even tried to convince myself they're worthless; however, I can't stop thinking about them! lol. I realllllly want one a ton & December would be the perfect time to switch over to AT&T if I was serious. Am I serious? Is it worth it? Or do we think they may end up coming over to Verizon, too? Motorola was strictly AT&T also & then came over to all the other phone companies. Do any of you Apple people know if that's even a possibility? Anyway.. should I get an iPhone?
Mkay, it's 4:30am & I should probably go shower & then head to bed. I don't want to, though. I'm better at staying up.
Well... I know what I want to do, but I can't do it.
I have a few options.
1.) Wedding Photography. First problem is that I can't get anyone to let me photograph their wedding. I had one lined up & then they conveniently moved me to a bridesmaid. I would so much rather have been their photographer. I need the experience desperately. I know for a fact that I can do a freaking amazing job at it; however, I can't get a gig! I don't have any money for equipment either. I could rent equipment, but I would so much rather have my own & therefore be able to charge my customers less. I look at websites of other photographers and I see their prices and their work and I know for a fact I'm comparable to them and could charge the same amount! I just can't get my foot in the door. No one will let me shadow them or anything. This just absolutely sucks.
2.) Opening my own bakery. I would also love to bake wedding cakes and make chocolates; however, I'd have to go to school to get better at it & who wants to buy a cake from someone who's never made one before? It's a really intriguing idea, but I'm sure it will never go.
3.) Bare Escentuals. Okay, so not for the rest of my life -- but for as long as it takes for me to get experience in the other things I actually want to do. I just have to actually get the job first.
4.) Chick-fil-A. Not happening.
Oh... and I want an iMac and an iPhone. Someone buy one for me. Immediately. kthx.
The iPhone Subject.
My plan is up in December for Verizon. I desperately want an iPhone. I've resisted the temptation for a while & even tried to convince myself they're worthless; however, I can't stop thinking about them! lol. I realllllly want one a ton & December would be the perfect time to switch over to AT&T if I was serious. Am I serious? Is it worth it? Or do we think they may end up coming over to Verizon, too? Motorola was strictly AT&T also & then came over to all the other phone companies. Do any of you Apple people know if that's even a possibility? Anyway.. should I get an iPhone?
Mkay, it's 4:30am & I should probably go shower & then head to bed. I don't want to, though. I'm better at staying up.