Sep 02, 2008 22:54
Friday night was hell...again... dealing with my ex is so hard lately. I dont even know how to deal with him so most of the time i just cry. Its sad..
Tad came over at like 3am on saturday morning after he got off work. I was still crying. It was horrible. thats like the 2nd time ive ever cried in front of him. hopfully its the last. Anyways, He knew i was having a hard night and brought me flowers :) Hes amazing.
I got sick on friday because not eating meat makes you sick. So ive been eating meat. and i feel guilty.
Saturday Tad and I went out to dinner with one of his army buddies and his wife. After dinner Tad and I went to the movies and saw The House Bunny. Such a funny movie.
Sunday Tad and I did some shopping. He got me the Tori Spelling book. I'm hooked. Its a good book.
Monday we slept all day long...until he had to go to work.
Today my ex came over. Signed divorce papers. and tomorrow at 8am i will be filing divorce. March 4th 2009 i will no longer be a Simmons. thank fucking god!
not this weekend but next weekend im seeing Brittaney. im so excited. ive missed her so much. my family misses her too.
Oh, and i have told every one lately I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world and im so lucky i have him in my life. he keeps me sane. :)