Follow your heart
I should listen to myself. Once in awhile. I have the potential to do something with my life, something I've always wanted to do, ever since I was a kid. I've always loved animals. And yeah I went for training to be an ACO. And I can expand now with going to vet tech school. The starting pay isn't that great. But I'd be doing something that makes me happy. Finally.
The toughest part is walking away from such a good job with a great company. I get paid well, and have awesome benefits. I got hired despite my appearance. I can be proud of these things. But I'm tired. And sore. Working a job for a company that got talked up to me so much that I wanted to see for myself. But it's changed in the five years since B's been out of it. It's hard work, and I respect those that can do it. I just don't think I'm one of them.
I'm so ready to go head first into this. And I'm scared that once I'm done I won't be able to find a job, either because no one is hiring or my appearance. And that scares me. That's the only thing stopping me right now. But tomorrow I'm going to find our more, and possibly apply. And go from there.
I know in my heart what I want. Trying to tell my brain to calm down is another story entirely.
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