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[christina_06]

Nohting has been goin on bored as hell...Excited for the game even tho i dont know how im gettin there yet!!!!! things have been suckin so bad im so depressed but i will get through it i guess just alot is on my mind lately

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[psycho_crystal]

Stina,
Its not really about the Nichole thing..I mean I thought it was pretty gay but lets not get into that..

You have been so mean lately..its like either not talking to me the entire day for no reason..or just saying little mean things..I miss the way we used to be..it seems like after we got closer you stopped being nice to me..

Also Mikey is one of my best friends..you know that...and it sucks to see him upset all the time because you are mean to him..he has to kiss your ass 24/7...we all know he is an ass kisser anyways..but he deserves to be treated better then you have been lately..

Anyways..we could prolly talk about this more tomorrow...I miss you and love you too...I just don't wanna be treated like one of your enemies when I have and always will be there for you..

I know you are going through alot of shit...I know what its like..life sucks alot of the time..but you gotta try not taking it out on the people you love....Your dad can be gay..but you gotta try being nicer to him because he is the only dad ya got..he loves you...no matter whats going on..

♥

[christina_06]

Yeah i understand what ur sayin about me but its just so hard i been goin thourgh this for so long and its fusturating and i dont know how else to deal with it cuz like to me when i say soemthing to ppl it just seems that they dont want to hear the same thing i complain about everytime and then i dont want to just go on and on baout hwo unhappy i am and then ppl try to feel sry for me cuz i dont want that either so i just keep it inside and i just dont i am sry...

As far as mikey yeah we get in our fights but i guess i didnt know that i upset him that much cuz i mean we fight then we both get over it but obvioulsy he dont tell me everything and i guess i will talk to him about it but also that is me and mikeys realtionship but i understand that he is your best friend and that u care abotu him to.....

And i think thats what i was most hurt by is cuz i thought u were the last person to turn ur back on me when i needed someone there for me the most cuz it seems like i dont have anyone there for me anymore and i just want someone to actually listen and realize what i am goin thourgh and im not askin for sympathy or to fel sry for me but jsut to listen and i will always be there for you to and i love you to and miss you and i want to talk to u about it...

My dad is a compeletely different story he pisses me off cuz in my heart i know that one thing in his life will never go away and some how its more important then me no matter how much he promises to me he will stop and its just hard to be nice to some who you love so much but hurts you so bad at the same time just knowing what he does