Dec 18, 2005 22:23
One quick question...When the fuck did I become Santa?
Today two girls asked me to buy the BFs gifts for them at discount. WTF. OH well.
Is it bad to want to offer a boy gifts to meet your mom? I think thats the only thing holdin me back right now. I am afraid of my past catchin up to my future. I think thats the worse part. How long can you avoid something, how long can change really last for. Am I really different or is this just a play, am I just acting. How long till I forget, how long until the nightmares go away? I dont know any of these questions but if I do offer a boy gifts to meet my mom, I think its time to be honest. Or else I am going to pull a Stacey get drunk and cry. Which is...what....NO GOOD!
My weekend was fun, last night I surprised a cute boy by going to watch him bowl his last frame. Except for the fact I stood there forever and he didnt notice me. WTF! We watched a movie about the Doors. OMG! I bought him one gift so far cuz I am nice like that. Friday we went sledding and had fun. Then it was Coney Time.
I just told Nick that all I want for Christmas is a fifth and for Damn it Jim, Nick and I to hide out in my car and get wasted.