Aug 10, 2005 10:25
Well i just want to start off with Jesse I love you and i will always be here for you no matter what and im sorry and she will always be here with you and she will be your guardian angel!!!!!!!
i had a really good time at camp jesse came with my parents to pick me up and that was awesome we went shopping in san marcus and i got some really cute outfits for school...then we stayed the night at my uncles in san antonio and went swimming that was fun....oh yeah jesse broke her pinky toe because of me (i cant go into details but i wasnt even in town while she did it but it really is my fault....ooops)anyways we went home sunday and it was a long drive but we talked to some friends on the phone and they made it pretty intresting!!!!!!!!!!
monday starting talking to another guy.......i dont know where its going to lead to.......tuesday......sadest night ever but im glad i could be there for my best friend!!!!!!!!!!!!
and tonight well is going by i guess at a normal speed with nothing really going on to talk about!!!!!!!
except i thought that one of my best friends (which is a guy) would always be there but i guess that his girlfriend means more to him than me and jesse cause if he still called us he would know what was going on but no he doesnt and it really pisses me off i really know his true colors and what really makes me mad the girl that he talks to is 2 timeing him bad but he doesnt want to believe me....oh well he can get hurt i guess...not my problem....i tried to warn him!!!!!!!!
well i gotta go....leave lotz..........love ya jesse!
Love Always,
Christina