Green
I went shopping the other day and bought two knew sweaters and a pair of jeans. Also tons of Clinique makeup. It made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Im so glad that shopping can fill that void inside of me. One of the sweaters is a pea green. There is something about it. I never were bright happy colors. Wearing it helped my mood. Anyways, I'll quit talking like I am maniac. I have to work four days this week someone shot me. I get into these funks. On somedays I really love Scott and others I don't like him. Its as if I am bored. Today is one of those disliked days. I really don't want to be a lovey dovey with him. Plus, I don't know if he is satisfying my needs. Maybe that is it. We've been together for such a long time I feel obligated to be with him. It is not like I want to break up with him. I just wish things were fun like in the beginning of the relationship. So much has changed. Enough of that bullshit. I think that i need to take a shower. Later