Mar 06, 2004 00:38
Spring Break is almost here. I am not that excited. I can't wait to be in austin but i am not looking foward to the lonely drive there. I really regret taking the whole week of spring break off. I really was hoping to do something exciting. Like going out of state. No one wants to travel with me or they already have made plans with someone else. Its annoying because how can you ask someone to go with you on spring break when you never get to see them. Also i might drive to houston. Kelly wants me to visit her. Jennifer and James are having a party in houston and asked me to come. I forgot what day it is on. I have never been to houston and i am scared i might get lost. I might be the next freeway victim. Mel, kelly and i are looking for a three bedroom house. I can't wait to live with them and not the guys. Hopefully hanging out with Kelly, I can find myself a new social crowd. I know that i have sounded bitter my last few post. But i am a bitter bitch. The people who have been jerks haven't changed the situation like they promised. Since they have forgotten about me, I will no longer be there for them. The sad part is they might approach me about it and apologize. Make some crappy excuse. I really don't want to hear it. If they change, it will only occur for one week. Then i will be forgotten. All i ask is not to torture me and say i am one of you bestest friends. Because you haven't been a friend to me in months. Our friendship is null. I am not directing this at one person but at a few people.
I feel like i am in highschool all over again.