i think need help.
im falling apart rapidly. i dont know whats wrong with me anymore. im usually a strong, healthy girl. lately ive been weak both physically & mentally. its pretty sickening. ive spent the past 2 days crying & not being bale to eat anything. i went to the hospital last night because i blacked out & couldnt speak or walk. the doctor told me i had an anxiety attack, & to get lots of rest. i dont see that happening. i have entirely too, too much on my mind to rest. i have no one to talk to anymore. the one i confieded in, i just lost & i dont know whats left to do. i shouldnt be posting this for anyone to read. i just feel the need to vent. i was so happy with my life for the past couple of months & now everything i tried to hold onto has slipped away. FUCK, WHAT IS THERE LEFT TO LIVE FOR?
i wish i had another chance.
i wish i had another chance.