No more drama
So, i haven't updated in months. and ALOT has been going on. most of you know about everything because your always there. but recently i've been getting into alot of fights. i was doing better at dealing with shit. but i haven't been able to control myself much since i started drinking again almost 2 months ago. Friday night, alot of shit went down. I'm no longer going to shows, parties, hang outs, ect. especially within 'the scene' it's fucking lame. people are pretty much pethatic. I know who my real friends are & their the ones who i will continue to hang out with. i don't want anymore drama. i will not fight for you, i will not 'scare' anyone for you, & most definately will not be involved in any of your drama. i have my own life to deal with & i would like to get back on track. if you wanna hang out, thats fine. just keep it far from troubled people. i'm sure you would agree that fighting is not the answer... & i've finally realized that. i can't promise that i wont fight anymore. but i would like to try my hardest. the reason for this post, i could possibly be going back to jail soon. if you havent heard why then i don't care to explain it. all is done & that bitch finally got what she deserved, what EVERYONE has been wanting to do for a long time now. it just so happens, i'm the idiot who decided to step up and do it. I'm not too proud of myself for it, but she had it comming for a long time now. it's over with. nothing left unfinished. but yeah, just thought i would inform anyone who was curious. thats all. enjoy your life.