Dec 06, 2011 01:14
Im pretty sure Caden is going to be early. I also hope so. I feel so ugly, and i know i shouldnt seeing as why, but im so insecure about all the damage this is doing to me, and how hard its going to be to lose it asap. I will go back to the 75% raw foodist thing, and i will go to the gym everyday as soon as im healed. It just gets me so bad still about all the progress i made for nothing. I lost about 20 pounds in 2 months, and i could almost do a split (i was getting really flexable) and i was healthy. I was lifting almost 90 lbs too, which i assume is good for a girl. Ugh its going to take forever to get back to it all.
Things to do:
-get a baby book
-register
-plan wedding/2 baby showers
-birthing class
-get baby room ready
le sigh. im tierd looking at it. ^^^^