Encircle me, I need to be taken down...
There has been so much going through my head all day. I'm rereading 1984 and it's similarities with today's world is absolutely frightening, I've been thinking about regret, and I've been thinking about how unbelievably blessed I feel these days all at the same time. My thoughts are anger, followed by contemplation, followed by bliss, and the cycle keeps repeating itself.
But on the way home from work I blasted Against Me!, my all-time favorite band, and all those feelings merged together and made me feel infinite, and all I could think was how beautiful it is to be alive, and to feel, and to be free. Really, really, free.
I wanted to cry, I wanted everyone to know how I felt at that moment, I want everyone to know how good life can be, how bad it can be, but how amazing the ride truley is when you accept it for it's ups and downs instead of avoiding them. I felt one with the universe. Do I sound crazy? Who cares if I do, cause maybe I am and maybe thats ok.
I have to go pick Rick up from work, I'll write more later. I just wanted to record that feeling somewhere.
But on the way home from work I blasted Against Me!, my all-time favorite band, and all those feelings merged together and made me feel infinite, and all I could think was how beautiful it is to be alive, and to feel, and to be free. Really, really, free.
I wanted to cry, I wanted everyone to know how I felt at that moment, I want everyone to know how good life can be, how bad it can be, but how amazing the ride truley is when you accept it for it's ups and downs instead of avoiding them. I felt one with the universe. Do I sound crazy? Who cares if I do, cause maybe I am and maybe thats ok.
I have to go pick Rick up from work, I'll write more later. I just wanted to record that feeling somewhere.