Jan 31, 2005 14:00
So I am actually going to update today, not like last night where it was a one-word update,lol. Well i thought it was funny and thats all that matters......
So this weekend was one of worst ones i have EVER had. I dont want to get into it. But talking to Kathryn really really helped and on Tuesday I am going to see a professional....so...sigh that is a big relief! Kathryn, u are the best! Member u cant schedule anything on Wedsnesday, we have a "date" lol. Then we can actually talk about what has been going down in our lives and boy o' boy it sure is alot. So I have Wedsnesday to look forward to and i am so happy that this "problem" will be resolved by then. And while i am there my mother wants me to have a complete check! i mean a COMPLETE check. And girls u know what i am talking about:( WOOOOOOOOOOO, I am going to be sore! lol, not looking forward to that part! O well, as long as everything will be fine afterwards.
Jeez this sux. Everybody is at school while i am here:( Im bored! And when they get home i will be on my way to school!
Want to know the only good part about this weekend-besides Kathryn being a best friend-is that i quit work. And by the way, i am never doing it ever again the way i did it! The way i did was the one of the reasons why i am seeing a professional tomorrow. Jeez, I am such a retard! Im rethinking how i did it and it was bad and i feel even worse then Friday. Friday after school was when everything EXPLODED! And i am telling u, it was like an avalanche! My god! Whew!Ok ok Nvm. Dont want to talk about it. Think happy thoughts......awwwwwwwwwww............ok that shit doesnt work! It just makes u feel worse.
Well since nobody is on....and i feel like i did Friday...Im thinking of taking those pills again bc those things worked well! Made me sleep Friday 4 to saturday 12 noon! So i guess whomever comments thanx and whomever doesnt...well screw u
Nighty-nighty