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Im so glad it's sunny out and warm today! I like winter, but part of me wishes everyday could be this "happy"
I keep having these dreams that I can't exactly remember,....but I remember the feeling..and it's a very conflicting, half way hopefull feeling...and somehow very happy.
Oh, I also had a dream that I moved into a huge apartment with chris G and Daniel L?? And elizabeth was there and we were all playing tag. And then I remembered that I didnt inform my dad that I had moved to a different apartment...but I brushed it off and kept playing
So, here's a little story:
this girl breaks things off with a guy to date someone else....and then plans to go see this guy that she broke it off with and decides not to tell the guy she has started dating,.. this is a bad thing right??? Seriously, grow some balls and be honest. If it's not wrong, then why are you hiding it? But, I suppose Im biased.
___ says she's a safety net. And I agree. After me it was him. And now he's gone, so it's her.
It was good to see Lauren Saturday. She doesn't like to go out the way she used to. She skipped the cast party friday night and wouldn't go out Saturday night. And by Sunday morning she was gone. She told me all these things that I was completely unaware of...like interviews in FL and her relationship crap. I feel out of touch. And it makes me wonder if things will always be this way...because it's so easy to say "oh we're just busy right now"...but won't it always be that way??
And it was good to see my mom too, but she kept giving me looks of disdain everytime I would talk to Adam. Because he's "not good enough". Why? Because he's not a fireman or a brainsurgeon? You piss me off sometimes mom.
Blah! My room is a mess and I cannot bring myself to clean it. I keep telling myself that I don't have time,..but I obviously have time to ramble on livejournal.
Do you think that when people are lonely, they convince themselves that they want to be with a specific person? Just so they won't be lonely?
I keep having these dreams that I can't exactly remember,....but I remember the feeling..and it's a very conflicting, half way hopefull feeling...and somehow very happy.
Oh, I also had a dream that I moved into a huge apartment with chris G and Daniel L?? And elizabeth was there and we were all playing tag. And then I remembered that I didnt inform my dad that I had moved to a different apartment...but I brushed it off and kept playing
So, here's a little story:
this girl breaks things off with a guy to date someone else....and then plans to go see this guy that she broke it off with and decides not to tell the guy she has started dating,.. this is a bad thing right??? Seriously, grow some balls and be honest. If it's not wrong, then why are you hiding it? But, I suppose Im biased.
___ says she's a safety net. And I agree. After me it was him. And now he's gone, so it's her.
It was good to see Lauren Saturday. She doesn't like to go out the way she used to. She skipped the cast party friday night and wouldn't go out Saturday night. And by Sunday morning she was gone. She told me all these things that I was completely unaware of...like interviews in FL and her relationship crap. I feel out of touch. And it makes me wonder if things will always be this way...because it's so easy to say "oh we're just busy right now"...but won't it always be that way??
And it was good to see my mom too, but she kept giving me looks of disdain everytime I would talk to Adam. Because he's "not good enough". Why? Because he's not a fireman or a brainsurgeon? You piss me off sometimes mom.
Blah! My room is a mess and I cannot bring myself to clean it. I keep telling myself that I don't have time,..but I obviously have time to ramble on livejournal.
Do you think that when people are lonely, they convince themselves that they want to be with a specific person? Just so they won't be lonely?