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[ktcaop]

Yeah, this really kind of relates to my other two posts.

I guess, I'll just post it here. Though, yeah. Sorry for taking up so much energy from everyone, and just being miserable and hard. Pray that God changes me.

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[alainn_mactire]

I really can't add much to the good advice hare already, but...

Now, sometimes, I feel like I'm in the way, like things are my fault. I'm a grown woman, but my partner has severe Aspergers Syndrome (a form of Autism). He has a horrendous temper and on occasion I just feel like I'm making things worse.

In reality, I'm his support. He always insists that I go to hospital appointments and psychiatric appointments with him, he's actually glad I'm there, no matter how much I think otherwise sometimes.

The truth is, he would lose his temper over all of nothing whether I was there or not. It's a problem that he needs to deal with and he is, by going to the doctor/psychiatrist/counselling to deal with the autism.

Now, clearly, not all temper/violent outbursts are caused by a medical problem/disorder. But, the result is the same...just as I am not the sole cause of my partner's anger, you are not the sole cause of your mother's. Not everything is your fault.
I would take the advice of PL and others...get councelling, speak to a professional about what's going on. Your mother may actually need something similar.

I'll keep you in my prayers.