An Apology
To everyone I'm doing stuff with, planning stuff with or just hanging with. Sorry.
From Tuesday to Friday this week I was at a Con. For three nights I slept on three pair of jackets on a cold, stone-hard floor. That didn't really help the slight throat-pain I had before I set out. When I came home my voice was a mess... among other things.
So these three days (I came home Friday morning) I've been spending sort of submerging myself into every earthly sin... or at least eating a lot, sleeping a lot and drinking.... a lot. That drinking part I regret, but meh.
However, that's not everything I wanted to say. I'm pretty sure everyone who knows me know how frikkin' bad I am at planning something. I'm a here-and-now kinda person for a reason, I totally suck at gradually working on something over time. My attention-span is ridiculously short and so is my patience. I've tried to do something about this, but since I myself am comfortable with it, to some degree, as soon as I stop actively trying to do stuff I fall back in the same pattern.
So all I can say, to people I have a project or something like it with, kick me in the ass to get me going.
From Tuesday to Friday this week I was at a Con. For three nights I slept on three pair of jackets on a cold, stone-hard floor. That didn't really help the slight throat-pain I had before I set out. When I came home my voice was a mess... among other things.
So these three days (I came home Friday morning) I've been spending sort of submerging myself into every earthly sin... or at least eating a lot, sleeping a lot and drinking.... a lot. That drinking part I regret, but meh.
However, that's not everything I wanted to say. I'm pretty sure everyone who knows me know how frikkin' bad I am at planning something. I'm a here-and-now kinda person for a reason, I totally suck at gradually working on something over time. My attention-span is ridiculously short and so is my patience. I've tried to do something about this, but since I myself am comfortable with it, to some degree, as soon as I stop actively trying to do stuff I fall back in the same pattern.
So all I can say, to people I have a project or something like it with, kick me in the ass to get me going.