great trip...............i spose

[christianajoi08]

so here i sit. alone. all my firends i came with left me to be with guys. i should be used to it. its my life's story. i will jsut pretend its ok tho and so on. but jsut so people out there know, this will not happen next year. if you have a bf and they are your life, dont expect me around. i have been ditched, left and ignored enough and dont deserve it. friends arent supposed to do that and your bf should fit into your life not vice versa. i will not be a doormat or allow myself to be hurt anymore. so if you ditch me stay that way i will not wait around. i will not!!!!

i may love you with all my heart but i will nt be treated unfairly. if you want to hang with your lover dont ditch or ignore me to do so. which someone is doing as i type. whatever,.

i am in buffalo but kinda wish i was home. i can get ignored there. well im gunna go. bleh