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I haven't really been journaling for awhile.
But tonight I feel like i need to express my feelings, and there is no one to express them to...so i'll use this as an outlet.
I feel upset and somewhat hurt. Actually, more hurt than upset. And dissapointed. I guess the gap was bigger than I thought. It sucks that everyone else was let in... trusted.
I just wish I wasn't the last to know.
But tonight I feel like i need to express my feelings, and there is no one to express them to...so i'll use this as an outlet.
I feel upset and somewhat hurt. Actually, more hurt than upset. And dissapointed. I guess the gap was bigger than I thought. It sucks that everyone else was let in... trusted.
I just wish I wasn't the last to know.