Aug 09, 2006 00:48
Well I tell you, I have been an absolute jerk to many of my friends. I have lost contact and consistent communication with more people than I have digits on my hands! It is frustrating because I can only see things getting busier... Add the fact that my flying has been very low key for the last 4 months.
But to be positive I am really excited to fly to New York city and Halifax! Man that will be insane to go on a trip that far!
Youth camp is coming up in a couple of weeks! I'm helping out with the night activities and video guys. It's gonna be a lot of sleeplessness and wicked humour!
I hate being down but I would rather express my reality then make a half-assed attempt to cover it with happiness. Today is wonderful, the weather is great, I had some good contemplation, and I also had a lot of fun; but it hasn't done anything to really thrill my soul or keep me motivated. I know that everyday is a new day and I have hope for tomorrow so I am going to sleep this off.
P.S. I held a young baby the other week and I have found a peace and joy that I cannot describe; it has impacted me.