Oct 19, 2003 18:22
Well, yesterday turned out to be a good change from normality. I got off work to come home and hang with Ryan. We saw TCM-good stuff-then headed to my parents' house to feed the animals and let Cotie out. We were going to swim, but decided against it after eating McDonald's and it being so cold in the water.
Watched BEHIND ENEMY LINES there, then came home to get ready for our soiree. Turned out that no one in Orlando could hang with us here-except for Joe and Jose-so we left the doors open and partied, low-level-like. Cari soon came over and we all seemed to have a decent time conversing and eating pretzels. I did get to talk to Jeff online for awhile; something I never take advantage of anymore. Sorry, Jerkson.
Later, around 2 a.m., Care and I fell asleep. We woke up to Ryan being awake, so he and I worked out for a bit in our gym. Afterward, along with Joe, we four went to Fort Gatlin for service. Nice change there, thank God, for them to go, and on to lunch at Don Pablos afterward.
Things slowed down to a nap and working on Cari's math project, and then I had to, once again, take care of the pets. I got back home after washing my car, and Cari left to further her homework at home.
Here I am, once again, feeling quite awkward and confused on things, but I won't let them drop me below a level of pure understanding of the moment and topic(s) at hand.
I love you Carissa. I wish you knew how much.