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This year lets list somethings that have happened
-First kiss
-First honors class
-First year at highschool
-First time smoking
-First time drinking
-First time meeting a Russian
-First time making out
-First time in Texas
-First time being drunk for that matter
-First time getting high
-First time smoking pot
-First time being absolutly lonely
It goes on and on and on and on and on
I miss last year but time goes on and I think i'm almost ok with that now. I think I know that you have to live the moment not the future or the past. Yes I miss being insanly close with someone who lives 200 miles away. Yes I miss talking with Sarah. Yes I miss hanging out with Brian everyday (or school day). Yes I wish I could go back to middle school. Yes I wish I hadn't done some shit i've done.
BUT
Look at the awesome postive things THIS year has brung
I've become a whole lot more confident not so insecure. I've become like a fucking genius at the piano. I've met a whole bunch of cool new people. I've become more self suffiecent, and when I need someone to talk to unless its an extreme case I can usually figure it out on my own. I've learned how to draw better lol hardly. I've done so good in school i'm in 2 AP classes and rest Honors. I've got a lot more girlfriends (More or less). I've seen lots of things that are probably going to be good for me in the long run (not the short run). I've gone to Junior Olympics for fencing. I've won like 3 tornaments that weren't tiny. I earned my D and my C. I went to Atlanta. Hell I went to a shit load of national tornaments. I qualifed for everything but one that I could qualify for. Me and my sister are a little closer. I've met people from texas that are awesome. I've understood my brother a little more. I still hang out with Brian. I did kiss my first girl. And second and third and fourth. I've grown into what I wanted to be last yaer in some respects. I've literally probably cut my journal entries in half since last year. I have things to do besides just sit at home and do nothing. I quit EVERQUEST wow that one kinda stings a little still but really EVERQUEST was just a drug. I'm off it. I saw the true side of some people in Arizona cougheathercough. I've learned things about trusting people I don't know hahaha. Anyway theres a lot i'm grateful bye
-First kiss
-First honors class
-First year at highschool
-First time smoking
-First time drinking
-First time meeting a Russian
-First time making out
-First time in Texas
-First time being drunk for that matter
-First time getting high
-First time smoking pot
-First time being absolutly lonely
It goes on and on and on and on and on
I miss last year but time goes on and I think i'm almost ok with that now. I think I know that you have to live the moment not the future or the past. Yes I miss being insanly close with someone who lives 200 miles away. Yes I miss talking with Sarah. Yes I miss hanging out with Brian everyday (or school day). Yes I wish I could go back to middle school. Yes I wish I hadn't done some shit i've done.
BUT
Look at the awesome postive things THIS year has brung
I've become a whole lot more confident not so insecure. I've become like a fucking genius at the piano. I've met a whole bunch of cool new people. I've become more self suffiecent, and when I need someone to talk to unless its an extreme case I can usually figure it out on my own. I've learned how to draw better lol hardly. I've done so good in school i'm in 2 AP classes and rest Honors. I've got a lot more girlfriends (More or less). I've seen lots of things that are probably going to be good for me in the long run (not the short run). I've gone to Junior Olympics for fencing. I've won like 3 tornaments that weren't tiny. I earned my D and my C. I went to Atlanta. Hell I went to a shit load of national tornaments. I qualifed for everything but one that I could qualify for. Me and my sister are a little closer. I've met people from texas that are awesome. I've understood my brother a little more. I still hang out with Brian. I did kiss my first girl. And second and third and fourth. I've grown into what I wanted to be last yaer in some respects. I've literally probably cut my journal entries in half since last year. I have things to do besides just sit at home and do nothing. I quit EVERQUEST wow that one kinda stings a little still but really EVERQUEST was just a drug. I'm off it. I saw the true side of some people in Arizona cougheathercough. I've learned things about trusting people I don't know hahaha. Anyway theres a lot i'm grateful bye