Understanding:God's Love
It's amazing sometimes to realize how much God really loves us!
Things in my prayer life
1) Dez - I have no reason to hate her. She did nothing to me, and to be honest KB freaked a lil to much about the whole Ejorn thing
2) For some crazy reason, God has put it on my heart to pray for Raleigh right now.... idk why. and for his new gf..... WEIRD
3) Last night Chris told me he wanted me to talk to Christina and be a strong female Christian support in her life, and he kept thinking God was telling him that I am that girl she needs, and to be honest it makes a lot of sense. So I prayed about it and I stumbled upon the answer in the bible passage I've been reading for the last like 2 weeks.
Marks of the True Christian Roman's 12: 9- 21
9 Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good.
10 Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor.
11 Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, [7] serve the Lord.
12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.
13 Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality.
14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them.
15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep.
16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly.
[8] Never be wise in your own sight.
17 Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all.
18 If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all.
19 Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it [9] to the wrath of God,
for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”
20 To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink;
for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.”
21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.
So I commented wrote on her wall on fb:
Chelli Mac: Jesus loves you hun :) just wanted to remind you
Christina R Cole: thank you Chelli...I need the reminder in times like this...
Chelli Mac: I'm here if you need me hun.... do you have my number
Christina R Cole: yea if its the one that starts with 850...and thank you I appreciate I just dont know if I have the will power to take you up on it...
Chelli Mac: yes it is, and how bout i get the will power for you. we should do lunch or dinner this week. or go on a long walk.. when are you free
FB chat :)
Chelli: when are you free hun
8:03pmChristina: well i am not there tonight: i will be tomorrow
8:04pmChelli: mmk, wanna go for a walk at night we can walk to the beach. the stars are so pretty
8:06pmChristina: ok I will see if tht will work gotta see my hw=/
8:07pmChelli: mmk lemme know. just txt me i always answer
8:07pmChristina: thank you Chelli
8:07pmChelli: no prob. God sends people to be in our lives when we need then and he always has good timing
8:09pmChristina: i used to think thart but maybe you are right not gonna lie tho i am skecth about talking to you dont take it personal pleaseeee
8:09pmChelli: i don't but why
8:10pmChristina: its just bc u know u live with her and everything and idk what the hec is going on and i feel so misunderstood and i just dont want to be gossiped about you know
8:11pmChelli: I promise whatever you say to me in confidence is in confidence. secrets are not gossip to me.
8:12pmChristina: I do believe you well if I have time tomorrow a night walk would definitely be nice
8:13pmChelli: mmk if not then thursday :)
do you ever listen to barlow girl
8:13pmChristina: i know one of their songs dont have their CD and I work thur till 8 so maybe after that=)
8:14pmChelli: listen to them online. I think they will be inspirational to you. I just feel lead to say that lol. yeah deff i normally dont walk till like 11 or midnight so walking at 8 or 9 would be early
8:16pmChristina: haha then that will work out perfectly!
8:16pmChelli: yay :)
thursday night ... its a date
Chelli: no problem honey. Thank God for the people who reached out to me. I would never be where I am without them
8:19pmChristina: =)
that is something I need to learn to count on
8:20pmChelli: true that. I've been praying so long for God to give me a core group of Christian friends that I can rely on and even tho ii had to wait 4 years, they are better than i could have imagined
8:21pmChristina: i bet the wait must be worth it and I just need to rely on God first above all else and stop trying to solve everything myself
8:22pm Chelli: true that. we are so good at messing things up and not nearly good enough at letting God fix it
8:23pmChristina: yea I wonder why that is
8:24pmChelli: we're human and we have sin
8:25pmChristina: can I just say I cant wait for the day of rapture...
8:29pmChelli: I don't know, I kinda like the beauties of life and love and healing and the people I will impact for the lord
8:31pmChristina: oh how I agree completely...I want to make a difference in rthe world but I cant while I am the way I am
8:32pmChelli: You can change. I promise, but you gotta want to and you gotta submit to the creator of the earth and the greatest lover youwill ever know
8:34pmChristina: yea something I have to work on
8:34pmChelli: we all learn slowly but it'll happen
4) Chris Hernandez - he just showed up.. lol I'm sitting outside the library and he walked up :) I don't know why but i really feel like God wants me to pray for him.. like something is wrong. or the devil is about to try to make him stumble, but that he needs to be on his A-GAME
Things in my prayer life
1) Dez - I have no reason to hate her. She did nothing to me, and to be honest KB freaked a lil to much about the whole Ejorn thing
2) For some crazy reason, God has put it on my heart to pray for Raleigh right now.... idk why. and for his new gf..... WEIRD
3) Last night Chris told me he wanted me to talk to Christina and be a strong female Christian support in her life, and he kept thinking God was telling him that I am that girl she needs, and to be honest it makes a lot of sense. So I prayed about it and I stumbled upon the answer in the bible passage I've been reading for the last like 2 weeks.
Marks of the True Christian Roman's 12: 9- 21
9 Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good.
10 Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor.
11 Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, [7] serve the Lord.
12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.
13 Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality.
14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them.
15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep.
16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly.
[8] Never be wise in your own sight.
17 Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all.
18 If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all.
19 Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it [9] to the wrath of God,
for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”
20 To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink;
for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.”
21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.
So I commented wrote on her wall on fb:
Chelli Mac: Jesus loves you hun :) just wanted to remind you
Christina R Cole: thank you Chelli...I need the reminder in times like this...
Chelli Mac: I'm here if you need me hun.... do you have my number
Christina R Cole: yea if its the one that starts with 850...and thank you I appreciate I just dont know if I have the will power to take you up on it...
Chelli Mac: yes it is, and how bout i get the will power for you. we should do lunch or dinner this week. or go on a long walk.. when are you free
FB chat :)
Chelli: when are you free hun
8:03pmChristina: well i am not there tonight: i will be tomorrow
8:04pmChelli: mmk, wanna go for a walk at night we can walk to the beach. the stars are so pretty
8:06pmChristina: ok I will see if tht will work gotta see my hw=/
8:07pmChelli: mmk lemme know. just txt me i always answer
8:07pmChristina: thank you Chelli
8:07pmChelli: no prob. God sends people to be in our lives when we need then and he always has good timing
8:09pmChristina: i used to think thart but maybe you are right not gonna lie tho i am skecth about talking to you dont take it personal pleaseeee
8:09pmChelli: i don't but why
8:10pmChristina: its just bc u know u live with her and everything and idk what the hec is going on and i feel so misunderstood and i just dont want to be gossiped about you know
8:11pmChelli: I promise whatever you say to me in confidence is in confidence. secrets are not gossip to me.
8:12pmChristina: I do believe you well if I have time tomorrow a night walk would definitely be nice
8:13pmChelli: mmk if not then thursday :)
do you ever listen to barlow girl
8:13pmChristina: i know one of their songs dont have their CD and I work thur till 8 so maybe after that=)
8:14pmChelli: listen to them online. I think they will be inspirational to you. I just feel lead to say that lol. yeah deff i normally dont walk till like 11 or midnight so walking at 8 or 9 would be early
8:16pmChristina: haha then that will work out perfectly!
8:16pmChelli: yay :)
thursday night ... its a date
Chelli: no problem honey. Thank God for the people who reached out to me. I would never be where I am without them
8:19pmChristina: =)
that is something I need to learn to count on
8:20pmChelli: true that. I've been praying so long for God to give me a core group of Christian friends that I can rely on and even tho ii had to wait 4 years, they are better than i could have imagined
8:21pmChristina: i bet the wait must be worth it and I just need to rely on God first above all else and stop trying to solve everything myself
8:22pm Chelli: true that. we are so good at messing things up and not nearly good enough at letting God fix it
8:23pmChristina: yea I wonder why that is
8:24pmChelli: we're human and we have sin
8:25pmChristina: can I just say I cant wait for the day of rapture...
8:29pmChelli: I don't know, I kinda like the beauties of life and love and healing and the people I will impact for the lord
8:31pmChristina: oh how I agree completely...I want to make a difference in rthe world but I cant while I am the way I am
8:32pmChelli: You can change. I promise, but you gotta want to and you gotta submit to the creator of the earth and the greatest lover youwill ever know
8:34pmChristina: yea something I have to work on
8:34pmChelli: we all learn slowly but it'll happen
4) Chris Hernandez - he just showed up.. lol I'm sitting outside the library and he walked up :) I don't know why but i really feel like God wants me to pray for him.. like something is wrong. or the devil is about to try to make him stumble, but that he needs to be on his A-GAME