The Trapeze Singer

[christiadancin]

I want to be close to him again.

I guess I still think he's the most amazing guy in the world.

I don't want it to effect Shelby and my friendship tho

it's weird tho...

we changed in the same ways. music. style. perspective.

its akward in a funny way...

I wonder if it would still be akward if we hung out alone... like on the phone

that's not akward

I don't realy know tho

I still regret throwing away my 6 smiles... I want them back