You Can Breath Now

[christiadancin]

Can I

.....
Can I really
. breath .
I feel nauseous, in the pit of my stomach

b/c sometimes i really wonder
if people really care....

if putting all the effort into a relationship is a good idea....
but if I didn't, would I have any friendships?

I don't want to be depressed again...
but it's hard when the people you trust are so far away
and they never answer

because they have replaced you with a boy
with sex

its tough, you know.... like you never really mattered
if a few hundred miles can kill it