Short of fuse...
After 2 great weekends ( both being entertainments outside of shit-hole Croydon ) I am triggered.
Part of it is the heat making me tetchy ( as you do ); but part of it is memories of the 13-odd years of cruelty, intolerance, & prejudice, from Croydon's vile women ( and some men, obviously ). It's traumatised me more than I'd like to admit. I have always had a much MUCH fairer experience outside of shit-hole Croydon.
Just the thought of dating someone ( 2 years on from leaving shit-hole Croydon ) is scaring me.
I really don't like admitting that. I feel like a beaten man. Again. Hence why I am far from happy.
How the hell can you withhold someone's Legal Rights, deliberately, as a street gang pursue them for 1.5 years, across 4 venues too, as you don't find said person personally-entertaining? It takes a real god complex to drop your impartiality that far. It's also bloody corrupt, clearly.
Family? How the hell can you leave your own son/brother to rot in abject poverty, for years, to the point where his legs fail too, as you are more interested in getting pissed & going on holiday?
The vile women of Croydon *shrugs*. Just Croydon women, but they are particularly scummy I have to say.
And how the fuck can a copper then lie on record and insist that everything is fine when it then takes you 1.5 years to recover from said street-gang & their abuses?
It's obvious that this was a hit. I just don't get why. Who the hell were they helping? Just as Cllrs Fisher & Pearson go for me in Council Chamber as well.
They must have been helping the Local EDL ( New Addo etc. Trying to get Votes ); whilst helping the Local Greens, & their druggy agenda, in Town to try to snap Croydon Labour in 2. That's the Croydon Torys to a tee that is.
They just won't reply to their emails. They ignore everything you tell them; and then lie on record to cover up if they feck up. Pretty-much all of them too.
And, seeing as that is the only explanation that adds up, then why have Croydon Labour actively refused to answer a single damn email too? As the town burns around their ears. They're supposed to be the good guys, but they sacrificed Sarah Jones instead of doing Esther :/
Add to that how Baby is still having a rebellious phase, so keeps pee'ing on the carpet ( I have a carpet cleaner, don't panic ); and...
I'm just not feeling the love at present.
And you wonder why I am so tetchy. Once again every friend I thought I had has sold me out to protect, well, on this occasion Wifebeaters & Crack-addicts.
Then my manager tried to trick me into dropping the complaint, on a lack of evidence, as she has not seen all of the evidence. To protect Esther. Yes, the usual scummy managers are once again arguing for cover-up. Yes, the same scummy managers that have trashed the place over the last decade.
Yes, it IS triggering.
How did such fun music attract such a bad & scummy crowd? I don't get it. The Therapeutic Effect is there ( the Artistic release ), but who controls it is... Questionable to say the least. Outside of Croydon things work so much better. It really is this obvious.
Add to that the rise in racism out there and...
I fucking hate The English. I really do.
Part of it is the heat making me tetchy ( as you do ); but part of it is memories of the 13-odd years of cruelty, intolerance, & prejudice, from Croydon's vile women ( and some men, obviously ). It's traumatised me more than I'd like to admit. I have always had a much MUCH fairer experience outside of shit-hole Croydon.
Just the thought of dating someone ( 2 years on from leaving shit-hole Croydon ) is scaring me.
I really don't like admitting that. I feel like a beaten man. Again. Hence why I am far from happy.
How the hell can you withhold someone's Legal Rights, deliberately, as a street gang pursue them for 1.5 years, across 4 venues too, as you don't find said person personally-entertaining? It takes a real god complex to drop your impartiality that far. It's also bloody corrupt, clearly.
Family? How the hell can you leave your own son/brother to rot in abject poverty, for years, to the point where his legs fail too, as you are more interested in getting pissed & going on holiday?
The vile women of Croydon *shrugs*. Just Croydon women, but they are particularly scummy I have to say.
And how the fuck can a copper then lie on record and insist that everything is fine when it then takes you 1.5 years to recover from said street-gang & their abuses?
It's obvious that this was a hit. I just don't get why. Who the hell were they helping? Just as Cllrs Fisher & Pearson go for me in Council Chamber as well.
They must have been helping the Local EDL ( New Addo etc. Trying to get Votes ); whilst helping the Local Greens, & their druggy agenda, in Town to try to snap Croydon Labour in 2. That's the Croydon Torys to a tee that is.
They just won't reply to their emails. They ignore everything you tell them; and then lie on record to cover up if they feck up. Pretty-much all of them too.
And, seeing as that is the only explanation that adds up, then why have Croydon Labour actively refused to answer a single damn email too? As the town burns around their ears. They're supposed to be the good guys, but they sacrificed Sarah Jones instead of doing Esther :/
Add to that how Baby is still having a rebellious phase, so keeps pee'ing on the carpet ( I have a carpet cleaner, don't panic ); and...
I'm just not feeling the love at present.
And you wonder why I am so tetchy. Once again every friend I thought I had has sold me out to protect, well, on this occasion Wifebeaters & Crack-addicts.
Then my manager tried to trick me into dropping the complaint, on a lack of evidence, as she has not seen all of the evidence. To protect Esther. Yes, the usual scummy managers are once again arguing for cover-up. Yes, the same scummy managers that have trashed the place over the last decade.
Yes, it IS triggering.
How did such fun music attract such a bad & scummy crowd? I don't get it. The Therapeutic Effect is there ( the Artistic release ), but who controls it is... Questionable to say the least. Outside of Croydon things work so much better. It really is this obvious.
Add to that the rise in racism out there and...
I fucking hate The English. I really do.