Now I think I ate too much...
My stomach's kinda upset now because all the not eating set me off on a near binge at 9:00 and it's all catching up to me now. It hasn't even been a day since I wrote last, but I'm trying to avoid doing my homework and this at least gives me something to do. So, i went to my speech class... and I somehow don't have a great feeling about it. I know a few people, but I don't know if that's really going to help. The teacher seems kinda like an a-hole at first impression, but maybe my assumptions are too quick to tell for sure.
I really have to go to the bathroom (random thought i know) but my roommate is taking a shower right now. Unfortunately, like me, she likes to take long showers so it could be a while. I'm sad.
My roommates and I gathered in the living room just talking about random little things and we started talking about ghosts. It was funny because it just reminded me of the time I thought there was a ghost in the house I used to live in when I was little. the guy who lived there before my family did died from some incurable bowel syndrome, and I could have sworn that every now and then, when I was home alone of course, I could hear the toilet flush upstairs....but no one around to flush it. I wonder what made me stop believing in ghosts. Cuz at one point, I definitely did, just like I believed in a monster in my closet who looked just like Christopher Walken in Batman Returns. I would always be afraid to look at the mirror at night because I thought I would see a reflection of him behind me or something. Crap, now I'm getting chills thinking about it.
But, I know that stuff isn't real. i mean, I'm sure a lot of rational people still believe it is, but at the very least, I just stopped being afraid of things like that. I figure, it's because I finally figured out the amazing but simple solution that God is bigger than that spiritual realm of ghosts, goblins, demons, poltergeists, and whatnot. What use is spending our lives in fear over beings that don't hold power over us, only the power we let them have by letting our minds be succeptible to that?
K, I went on for a really long time over something I really don't even care about. Shows how badly I don't want to start reading my text book. Tap will be fun tomorrow though, I'm excited.
I really have to go to the bathroom (random thought i know) but my roommate is taking a shower right now. Unfortunately, like me, she likes to take long showers so it could be a while. I'm sad.
My roommates and I gathered in the living room just talking about random little things and we started talking about ghosts. It was funny because it just reminded me of the time I thought there was a ghost in the house I used to live in when I was little. the guy who lived there before my family did died from some incurable bowel syndrome, and I could have sworn that every now and then, when I was home alone of course, I could hear the toilet flush upstairs....but no one around to flush it. I wonder what made me stop believing in ghosts. Cuz at one point, I definitely did, just like I believed in a monster in my closet who looked just like Christopher Walken in Batman Returns. I would always be afraid to look at the mirror at night because I thought I would see a reflection of him behind me or something. Crap, now I'm getting chills thinking about it.
But, I know that stuff isn't real. i mean, I'm sure a lot of rational people still believe it is, but at the very least, I just stopped being afraid of things like that. I figure, it's because I finally figured out the amazing but simple solution that God is bigger than that spiritual realm of ghosts, goblins, demons, poltergeists, and whatnot. What use is spending our lives in fear over beings that don't hold power over us, only the power we let them have by letting our minds be succeptible to that?
K, I went on for a really long time over something I really don't even care about. Shows how badly I don't want to start reading my text book. Tap will be fun tomorrow though, I'm excited.