Jan 01, 2005 16:38
Hope everyone's got a great start to their New Year! I've made a couple of resolutions, hoping I'll actually stick to them this time. They're kinda vague though, broad if you will, but maybe that just means they'll be easier to accomplish. So one resolution is to be on a more well balanced, nutritious diet. Being a college student, I put so much unhealthy crap in my system just cuz it's more convenient/ cheaper, but NO more of that. I literally feel like I am what I eat, and lately I've been feeling like I'm a 1 dollar bacon cheeseburger. Another resolution is to live my life for God, more than I have before. So that means, I can't keep worrying about what might or might not happen, or fret when things don't go my way, because it's all in His hands, and I have to trust that. My last resolution is to be healed of my struggles with self-confidence by August... that traces of my eating disorder are completely gone, and I can be satisfied with my appearance without being obsessed with it, that I can go, "Yay! God made me, and I'm beautiful." Which is what every woman should be able to say to herself.
Anywho, I'm so excited for this coming week. A lot has happened. I'm going to start being a Mary Kay Consultant... crazy, I know, cuz I'm not much of a makeup guru or anything, but I need the extra money and Coldstone's hardly scheduled me. Michelle already has stuff she wants to buy from me. Also, I've decided to go to the Denver Christmas Conference, which I'm really excited for. And on Monday, me and Brooke are recording in the studio for FREE :) with some really cool songs. It makes me sad that school is starting in less than two weeks. But off to the New Year I go!