well then.
So, it seems that no one is actually coming to my 21 birthday party. I mean it was only going to be close friends anyway, so it wasn't going to be that huge to begin with, but no one has RSVP'd. I mean no one. So at this point it looks like it might be a total of 5 people, including my sisters, me, Carolle, and Bernie. Well guys, I love you all. So now I'm a little worried. Everyone who originally said they would be there hasn't called me back to let me know what is going on, which really sucks, because I need to know how much food to buy and make and all that stuff. Its driving me nuts. Plus I need to order decorations, and basically if they don't get ordered like today, they aren't gonna be here in time. So now what. Hmmmm. Not good.
I have a midterm today that I am not prepared for in anyway shape or form. I forgot that we actually had chapters to read for this test, which sucks, because I don't have time to read them now. So I have decided to accept my fate and go into it blind and have faith that the higher powers will take care of me. I also have a human sexuality paper to write that I totally don't want to write. My ballet teacher still hates me, but yesterday was better than it has been in a while with her. She still picked on me more than anyone else in the class, but she did it in a nicer way, like she thought I wasn't a total boob.
On a happier note, I get to go to the Renaissance Faire this weekend, and I can't wait. How all of this is going to happen, I'm not exactly sure, because I don't know who all is going with me yet. Hehehehe, I just keep flying by the seat of my pants. Bernie, are you coming with by any chance? A male escort is always appreciated for us poor defenseless maidens. Heheheheh maidens. We go as a bunch of thieving harlots. Go us. Woohoo. So if ANYONE wants to go with this weekend, or any other time I go this season, just let me know, and I will be glad to have you.
On another good note, I have made it 70 days with Morgan in Iraq, that may not seem that long to most people, but first off, its freaking Iraq ok, cut me some slack. Most relationships don't last this long unless there is a marriage tie involved, and even those don't always make it through a war time. Plus you have to add on the time in January before he left that we didn't see each other. So, this is the longest time I have gone without seeing him since we met. Thats been a LONG time. We have been doing this long distance thing for almost a year now, and we are still going, so I'm pretty damn proud. We have had our bumps along the way, true, but we have gotten this far on the path, and I personally think that is amazing with everything that has been thrown at us and everything we have had to deal with. There are new psycho details, and anyone who is close knows what I am talking about. For the rest of you, I won't add to many horrid details. So in less than a month, we will be half way to his leave to come home, which is pretty awesome when you think about it, because that means that we will be a quarter of the way through the whole thing. Small steps. Find daily things to be happy for, thats what I think.
And despite everything that has been going on lately, I am actually in a good mood this morning, and I have the feeling that this is going to be a good week.
So I am off to attempt to find jewelry for faire, and also to attempt to absorb a little knowledge before the exam. Be safe everyone, and Zach, I hope everything works out babe.
I have a midterm today that I am not prepared for in anyway shape or form. I forgot that we actually had chapters to read for this test, which sucks, because I don't have time to read them now. So I have decided to accept my fate and go into it blind and have faith that the higher powers will take care of me. I also have a human sexuality paper to write that I totally don't want to write. My ballet teacher still hates me, but yesterday was better than it has been in a while with her. She still picked on me more than anyone else in the class, but she did it in a nicer way, like she thought I wasn't a total boob.
On a happier note, I get to go to the Renaissance Faire this weekend, and I can't wait. How all of this is going to happen, I'm not exactly sure, because I don't know who all is going with me yet. Hehehehe, I just keep flying by the seat of my pants. Bernie, are you coming with by any chance? A male escort is always appreciated for us poor defenseless maidens. Heheheheh maidens. We go as a bunch of thieving harlots. Go us. Woohoo. So if ANYONE wants to go with this weekend, or any other time I go this season, just let me know, and I will be glad to have you.
On another good note, I have made it 70 days with Morgan in Iraq, that may not seem that long to most people, but first off, its freaking Iraq ok, cut me some slack. Most relationships don't last this long unless there is a marriage tie involved, and even those don't always make it through a war time. Plus you have to add on the time in January before he left that we didn't see each other. So, this is the longest time I have gone without seeing him since we met. Thats been a LONG time. We have been doing this long distance thing for almost a year now, and we are still going, so I'm pretty damn proud. We have had our bumps along the way, true, but we have gotten this far on the path, and I personally think that is amazing with everything that has been thrown at us and everything we have had to deal with. There are new psycho details, and anyone who is close knows what I am talking about. For the rest of you, I won't add to many horrid details. So in less than a month, we will be half way to his leave to come home, which is pretty awesome when you think about it, because that means that we will be a quarter of the way through the whole thing. Small steps. Find daily things to be happy for, thats what I think.
And despite everything that has been going on lately, I am actually in a good mood this morning, and I have the feeling that this is going to be a good week.
So I am off to attempt to find jewelry for faire, and also to attempt to absorb a little knowledge before the exam. Be safe everyone, and Zach, I hope everything works out babe.