Not having a computer really makes me pretty obsolete...
it's ok tho... I mean... I guess I have to focus on my actual "here and now" life instead of my "computer" one... but... oh well... I miss it anyway. blah.
I put in my notice at pizza hut... I guess a few people there took the recent happening (a server walked out on my shift after I was "rude" to her) as an opportunity to talk shit about me... saying that I've cussed them out and such... and... I don't know who's been saying it... but it doesn't matter. I have NEVER cussed anyone out while working there... I do cuss a LOT... but that's just the way I talk, everyone knows that... and I've never ever directed it AT anyone as to make them feel less of a person... but... apparently I have in the eyes of managment and now everyone else. so fuck it. I don't need that crap... and i'm tired of the hut anyway... so... Imma get my vacation time and then leave... I put in a month's notice :) I'm happy about it :D
so I went to the gathering this year, right? after much deliberation I did decide to go, and I had a great time... I went by myself and met a few really cool people, saw some friends I've known for a few years now, etc etc etc... fun stuff. I met a really awesome guy from Denver, CO... I spent a lot of time with him at the gathering... we're talking a lot now. and.. ya know... I think I'm gonna move out to CO. and honestly... it's not even because of this guy. I'm so fucking tired of North Carolina. I don't know how many times I can say that... I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the people, I'm sick of the job market, I'm even sick of the landscape, as beautiful as it is. I just think I feel that way because I feel STAGNANT. like I'm just not going anywhere. If anyone knows me they know that I like change, a LOT. I wanna just change up everything in my world, and I want to do it on my OWN. so I'm going to save some money... enough to get started out there... get an appartment and whatnot... and I'm just gonna leave. ~sigh~ yeah. I wish I could do it today... thinking about it gets me excited. :)
Um... what else? I'm sitting at the coffee shoppe again, and this is truly one of the only things I still LOVE about Brevard... I'm sitting here looking out the window, and this kid I used to go to school with... I think he might have been a freshman or sophomore when I graduated... but anyway, he's outside playing "lay down sally" on his guitar and singing on the sidewalk... it's just so fucking cool. I'm really happy right now. but I've been really really unhappy lately... another reason I just have to do something different. my life isn't making me happy right now. I need to change that... because I just won't go on being unhappy if I know I can change it. I just won't. period.
Ok... I'm going to go... just wanted to vent a little here and let someone online know that I'm still alive... i just don't have any internet access anymore so I'm not around. peace. :P
I put in my notice at pizza hut... I guess a few people there took the recent happening (a server walked out on my shift after I was "rude" to her) as an opportunity to talk shit about me... saying that I've cussed them out and such... and... I don't know who's been saying it... but it doesn't matter. I have NEVER cussed anyone out while working there... I do cuss a LOT... but that's just the way I talk, everyone knows that... and I've never ever directed it AT anyone as to make them feel less of a person... but... apparently I have in the eyes of managment and now everyone else. so fuck it. I don't need that crap... and i'm tired of the hut anyway... so... Imma get my vacation time and then leave... I put in a month's notice :) I'm happy about it :D
so I went to the gathering this year, right? after much deliberation I did decide to go, and I had a great time... I went by myself and met a few really cool people, saw some friends I've known for a few years now, etc etc etc... fun stuff. I met a really awesome guy from Denver, CO... I spent a lot of time with him at the gathering... we're talking a lot now. and.. ya know... I think I'm gonna move out to CO. and honestly... it's not even because of this guy. I'm so fucking tired of North Carolina. I don't know how many times I can say that... I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the people, I'm sick of the job market, I'm even sick of the landscape, as beautiful as it is. I just think I feel that way because I feel STAGNANT. like I'm just not going anywhere. If anyone knows me they know that I like change, a LOT. I wanna just change up everything in my world, and I want to do it on my OWN. so I'm going to save some money... enough to get started out there... get an appartment and whatnot... and I'm just gonna leave. ~sigh~ yeah. I wish I could do it today... thinking about it gets me excited. :)
Um... what else? I'm sitting at the coffee shoppe again, and this is truly one of the only things I still LOVE about Brevard... I'm sitting here looking out the window, and this kid I used to go to school with... I think he might have been a freshman or sophomore when I graduated... but anyway, he's outside playing "lay down sally" on his guitar and singing on the sidewalk... it's just so fucking cool. I'm really happy right now. but I've been really really unhappy lately... another reason I just have to do something different. my life isn't making me happy right now. I need to change that... because I just won't go on being unhappy if I know I can change it. I just won't. period.
Ok... I'm going to go... just wanted to vent a little here and let someone online know that I'm still alive... i just don't have any internet access anymore so I'm not around. peace. :P