I've got friends in LOW places
It's been a hell of a while since I updated... I feel like I've dropped off of one planet and resurfaced on another, if that makes any sense.
*RANT* I NEED TO MOVE. bottom line. away from here and away from the friends I have in this town... they are no good for me and honestly, I can't see myself spending that much more time with them without killing someone. in the past week, one of my "friends" has been in jail twice, I got her out once, she got out on her own once, and I've spent 2 wasted days in Asheville, one to get her from jail, and one to go with her to court. BLAH. this is not the lifestyle I want. I purposfully avoid doing shit to get put anywhere NEAR a jail... but somehow I end up spending most of my time involved in some way with the law lately. fuck that. I don't understand how people can be THAT FUCKING STUPID. I don't really need to go into why they are stupid right now, just trust me. the people I've been hanging out with, god knows I love them as people, but GOD DAMN THEY ARE FUCKING STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO THE WORLD. *END RANT*
ok. as far as everything else is concerned... I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel that is pizza hell... I will NOT be there come the new year, I have made a vow to myself and everyone else that I will be in Florida before December 31st... I can't fucking wait :D I'm just trying to save some money now.
My mom is still living in a tent. yay. let me tell ya. this month so far has just been one happy bit of news after another. ugh. no.... UGH. it deserves more than that even.
Ok... I'm going to go. I just wanted to let someone know that I'm not dead. :) I'm not going to the gathering this year... I'm not even going to try... I'm gonna do something different and go with my friend in Florida to Vegas the week of my birthday. I hope it works out, cuz that would be hella fun.
*RANT* I NEED TO MOVE. bottom line. away from here and away from the friends I have in this town... they are no good for me and honestly, I can't see myself spending that much more time with them without killing someone. in the past week, one of my "friends" has been in jail twice, I got her out once, she got out on her own once, and I've spent 2 wasted days in Asheville, one to get her from jail, and one to go with her to court. BLAH. this is not the lifestyle I want. I purposfully avoid doing shit to get put anywhere NEAR a jail... but somehow I end up spending most of my time involved in some way with the law lately. fuck that. I don't understand how people can be THAT FUCKING STUPID. I don't really need to go into why they are stupid right now, just trust me. the people I've been hanging out with, god knows I love them as people, but GOD DAMN THEY ARE FUCKING STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO THE WORLD. *END RANT*
ok. as far as everything else is concerned... I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel that is pizza hell... I will NOT be there come the new year, I have made a vow to myself and everyone else that I will be in Florida before December 31st... I can't fucking wait :D I'm just trying to save some money now.
My mom is still living in a tent. yay. let me tell ya. this month so far has just been one happy bit of news after another. ugh. no.... UGH. it deserves more than that even.
Ok... I'm going to go. I just wanted to let someone know that I'm not dead. :) I'm not going to the gathering this year... I'm not even going to try... I'm gonna do something different and go with my friend in Florida to Vegas the week of my birthday. I hope it works out, cuz that would be hella fun.