in the words of my friend, redrum... I'm still alive. hehe
my comp is FUCKED. for some reason it is working today, so I'm not going to ask questions, just use it as long as I can.
HI!!! I have missed you all so muuuuch!!! ~hugs all around~ I have been working a lot, just changed my hours to all nights so I can pick up a second job during the day... blah. I just can't afford shit now. and at this rate I'll NEVER be able to go to the gathering or move down to Florida... two of my main goals this year. so...yeah. second job it is.
Just found out my mom is moving back up from Florida... and... guess who she's moving back in with? Yep, that fucker she left because of. YAY. who knew that would happen? ~raises hand~ oooh me me me!!! gah. I'm so sick of her shit... I've actually stopped being that upset about it anymore. I have more of a "I don't give a fuck, it's your life to fuck up if you wanna" attitude. it's a lot easier for me. heh
I had an interesting experience last week... I went with this girl I work with (raylene) to her church last saturday. Now... keep in mind that I was raised a Jehovah's witness and have never been to another church except for a wedding or a wake or something like that. Soooo... there was this group that was gonna be singing called "for his glory"... so I was like, cool... I can dig some christian music for a little while, just for a change of pace, ya know? well... it was definitely a change of pace... she said they were "holy rollers"... and... the group was cool... a lot of Jesus talk, but a few good songs, and to tell the truth I had a lot of fun because it was just so different. but then they did a prayer circle at the end and I got to see people speaking in tongues and being "healed" and whatnot... it was so fuckin cool. don't know if I'll go back, cuz I DEFINITELY felt out of place there, but it was neat anyway.
Um... what else? I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SEAN and it SUCKS cuz he's a little bit further away than is convienient... heh... oh well. we'll see what comes of it.
I think Im going to go check out JC now.... I hope this posts!!! Love ya'll!
What Pattern Are You?
HI!!! I have missed you all so muuuuch!!! ~hugs all around~ I have been working a lot, just changed my hours to all nights so I can pick up a second job during the day... blah. I just can't afford shit now. and at this rate I'll NEVER be able to go to the gathering or move down to Florida... two of my main goals this year. so...yeah. second job it is.
Just found out my mom is moving back up from Florida... and... guess who she's moving back in with? Yep, that fucker she left because of. YAY. who knew that would happen? ~raises hand~ oooh me me me!!! gah. I'm so sick of her shit... I've actually stopped being that upset about it anymore. I have more of a "I don't give a fuck, it's your life to fuck up if you wanna" attitude. it's a lot easier for me. heh
I had an interesting experience last week... I went with this girl I work with (raylene) to her church last saturday. Now... keep in mind that I was raised a Jehovah's witness and have never been to another church except for a wedding or a wake or something like that. Soooo... there was this group that was gonna be singing called "for his glory"... so I was like, cool... I can dig some christian music for a little while, just for a change of pace, ya know? well... it was definitely a change of pace... she said they were "holy rollers"... and... the group was cool... a lot of Jesus talk, but a few good songs, and to tell the truth I had a lot of fun because it was just so different. but then they did a prayer circle at the end and I got to see people speaking in tongues and being "healed" and whatnot... it was so fuckin cool. don't know if I'll go back, cuz I DEFINITELY felt out of place there, but it was neat anyway.
Um... what else? I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SEAN and it SUCKS cuz he's a little bit further away than is convienient... heh... oh well. we'll see what comes of it.
I think Im going to go check out JC now.... I hope this posts!!! Love ya'll!
What Pattern Are You?